95) CINTA: Lust or Lore (Part 4).
Is this love? Because I do not feel the same today. Will it be enough to take away the pain? Is this love? Because something is pulling at my heart. I have been alone so long. I would not know where to start. Oh my God, if it is only a dream, do not wake me in the end. Oh my God, will this feeling ever die? How can I explain to you, the way you saved my life?
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The innocence is gone. But still I am holding on. Searching for love that lasts forever. Looking for a place where love can hide away. Taking a chance, it is now or never. Maybe it is time to draw the line. There is just one thing that is on my mind:
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Is it lust? Is it love?
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Whatever it is, I cannot get enough. When I look around, tell me who can I trust? Lovers come and go. Sometimes it is hard to know if this will be a night to treasure. When the damage has been done, and the hurting has begun, you will justify a moment’s pleasure. Is it love?
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You give me your smile, a piece of your heart. You give me the feel I have been looking for. You give me your soul, your innocent love. You are the one I have been waiting for. We are lost in a kiss, a moment in time – forever young. Just forever. Just forever in love.
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You make me dream by the look in your eyes. You give me the feel I have been longing for. I want to give you my soul all my life, because you are the one I have been waiting for so long. When you came into my life, it took my breath away. And the world stopped turning around for your love. Because your love has found it’s way to my heart. Into my heart.
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Girl, it has been a long time since we have been apart. Much too long for a man who needs love. I have missed you since I have been away. It was not easy to leave you alone. Getting harder each time that I let go. If I had the choice, I would stay.
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Girl, there are really no words strong enough to describe all my longing for love. I do not want my feeling restrained. Oh baby, I just need you like never before. Just imagined you would come through this door – you would take all my sorrow away. There’s no one like you. I can’t wait for the nights with you. I imagine the things that we do. I just want to be loved by you. No one like you. I cannot wait for the nights with you.
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New love is blind. Why don’t you see? You hurt me inside, you are killing me. It makes me sad all the time to see you around with all these guys. My heart is in pain, I need you so. My love is the same, so please do not go. Let us try again. There is still romance. We will start a new life, take a chance. There are so many ways. Please do not forget it any day. You give me all I need.
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Hello again. You have been alone awhile, and I can use a friend. Your shades are down and I have been waiting here for you to come around. And it is not about forgiveness because it is all about the love anyhow. Take another breath. Just close your eyes, my love. Let nature do the rest. Open up your wings and with the wind we will rise above to higher things. We will forget about tomorrow and we will live another day today.
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We were born to fly to reach beyond the sky, to carry on forever after – you and I. You keep my faith alive. With you I am not afraid to rise and fall and face disaster – you and I. We were born to fly.
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Time.. It needs time to win back your love again. Love.. Only love can bring back your love someday. I will fight to win back your love again. Only love can break down the wall someday. Try to trust in my love again. Just should not be thrown away. I will be there.
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If we would go again all the way from the start, I would try to change the things that killed our love. Your pride has built a wall, so strong that I cannot get through. Is there really no chance to start once again? I am still loving you.
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Holding on to you like broken glass – every touch cuts deeper than the last. I know I should leave. But it feels so good to bleed. Poison kisses lock us in this cage. Our lives got twisted in this masquerade. I cannot seem to shake this incurable need – this endless addiction I feed. Run in to the shadows where we hide. Bodies tender as our worlds collide. Nothing is sacred and everything is wrong. But you and I keep holding on.
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Angels on fire. They fall from the sky. Heaven and hell will be burning tonight. Covered in ashes I cry out your name. And out of the flames, we will rise again. No temptation is my sin, not my darkest deepest whim.
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When I look at you, I can see the sadness in your eyes. In these desperate times, we get pushed and shoved from every side. Oh, I’ve got a lot of loving to show you. You know I would never want to control you. I only want to be by your side. I cannot love you if you won’t let me. Cannot touch me if you do not try. I can feel you. I know that you are ready to take it to the other side. Love will keep us alive. Let us make the moment right. It is now or never. Even the darkest night will shine forever. Love will keep us alive.
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When you walk away, there is an empty feeling in my mind. As the days go by, we get caught up in our separate lives. If you need me, you know I will come running right to you. Just give me a sign, I won’t leave you. We will make it together and take it to the end of time.
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So here we are. It is hour one and it is a nightmare. There is nothing left and yet it is good to be alive. There is no use crying because the universe is not fair. The wicked and the innocent are fighting to survive. Human nature is the reason for our downfall. And we deserve it – playing God with our machines. Our religions are a ‘prison’ - that is our fatal flaw. Bombs are flying while we are sleeping with the enemy.
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Child, stay down. You better run for cover underground. You better shut your mouth, do not make a sound. Look at me, right at me, when I am telling you to stay down. Come to me, run to me. I am begging you to stay down. Cling to me desperately. All you have to do is stay down. Pay attention my child, ‘down’..
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The time has come for me to talk to you. And I do not mean to hurt your pride. But everybody needs a friend sometimes – to make you see the light. You are born to hunt and never run away. And then you were hunted by the prey. The wounded deer leaps highest to the sun until his day is done.
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In the game of life, the strong survive. We are on a one-way street, we got to make it out alive and never let them drag us down in the game of life. We live and die, another breath begins, another chance to win the fight from the moment that you hit the ground.
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Here comes the morning. It is time to play ‘The Game of Life’.
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I am a man, trying to understand the reason I am lost in this world tonight. I was blind, I just could not see the signs – caught in your web of lies. It’s too dark to sleep, too late to pray, too hard to reach, too much to save.
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Life goes by faster than lightning strikes. Crashes before you can say “Goodbye”. Too scared to run, too proud to hide, too far to fall, too high to climb. I laid down my defenses, I opened up the door. I gave you what you wanted. I couldn’t give you more and I gave you everything. You said “It’s ALL or NOTHING”. To you it is just a game. A game you are never losing.
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You were once a friend to me. Now you are my enemy. Passion turns to hate. And you make hate worth fighting for. I will re-write history and you will not exist to me. On the day you crossed the line, I found out love is WAR.
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Humanity, auf wiedersehen. It is time to say goodbye. The party is over as the laughter dies and angel cries. It is au revoir to your insanity. You sold your soul to feed your vanity, your fantasies and lies. Be on your way. Adios amigo, there is a price to pay for all the egotistic games you played. The world you made is gone.
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Run and hide. There’s fire in the sky. Stay inside. The water is going to rise and pull you under. In your eyes, I am staring at the end of time. Nothing can change us – no one can save us from ourselves.
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You are a drop in the rain. Just ‘a number’, not ‘a name’. And you do not see it, you do not believe it. At the end of the day, you are a needle in the hay - you signed and sealed it. And now you got to deal with it.
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Humanity, goodbye..
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Those are not mine actually. They are the compilation of these songs:
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This looks intriguing (depends on one’s perception and interest in translating it):
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“Our religions are a ‘prison’ - that is our fatal flaw.”
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Provocative.. Yet, I have my own point of views regarding this matter. And I am totally agreed with it. If you are a person full with assumptions, it seems that you have already thought negatively with negative judgments about me towards my belief on that matter. But if you see what I see, if you feel as I feel, and if you seek as I seek, you surely will understand the rationale beneath it.
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Anyway, all good things await for those who waits..
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Until then, aur revoir..
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